Heather (Co Worker Heather) Was telling me she is going to Hoobastank's concert tonight...free no less! But it reminded me of one of their songs, a song I "dedicated" to Avery, during a time that wasn't the best time in my life and it was like a promise to him that I was going to change my life for the better and he was that reason, no I never hurt him physically but more I just at the time wasn't the smartest person and needed to make some huge changes in my life and make him my number 1 priority and I did and I'm quite proud of myself looking back at myself then and looking at myself today I'm a totally different person. Avery is more than just my baby boy he's the reason I am here today. Love you Avery!
"The Reason"
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
